sick

I am near a heartless place of death and illness where evil comes and goes.

My body weakened. My mind baffled and my soul vanished. My hair tangled, my radiant eyes, now dark and dead. My skin now scarred and bruised. 

I feel so sick right now.

Yes, I am.

I remember saying before that love is mediocrity. It is only for ignorant fools who know nothing else in life.

I remember when my heart broke. I remember when I gave up loving. My heart couldn’t take no more, I was sad and lonely. I remember when I walked out, I remembered how I screamed and hated. But somehow, deep inside me, I still love, so sad and lonely.

Can I call myself an ignorant fool?

-Yes.